I had a conversation the other day my amazing mom.
I've been having a pretty emotional time lately.
When my mom told me she's proud of how far I've come in the last year.
And I realized... she's right.
I've been having a pretty emotional time lately.
When my mom told me she's proud of how far I've come in the last year.
And I realized... she's right.
So I decided to make a list of the things I've done in the last year.
Moved out on my own
Learned to deal with hard roommates
Set foot on a college campus and attended classes
Made friends from all over the world
Wrote so many missionaries I lost count
Moved to a different state
Completely changed because of BYUI
Made lifetime long best friends (Lisa Miller)
Dated so many different kinds of guys...
Learned to budget
Held 3 different callings in the church
Become comfortable with myself
Went inside two different temples
Traveled to California on my own
Got out of my comfort zone.. a lot
Realized how much I LOVE science
cut out tanning and getting my nails done :) BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT haha
Said no to shopping... Another big accomplishment
Learned how to cook.. kind of :)
Got not only one.. but two jobs
Fallen in love, had my heart broken, and have broken hearts
Became closer than I ever thougt possible with my brother Austin
Forgiven like crazy...
Faced my deepest fears..
Realized that no matter how much I didn't want to admit it... I love the gospel and can't live without it.
Cried like I never have before
Smiled like I never have before
I'm sure there's more. The point is: I'm finally discovering who I am. And who I want to be.
No matter what anyone tells me... I'm beautiful, smart, hard working, loving, caring, passionate, stubborn, crazy, emotional, and a total mess most of the time. But ya know what? I wouldn't change one single thing about me. I love who I am. And if others don't... well then, they just don't know what they're missing out on :)
October 2009
I have to second what your mom said, you have changed and grown so much. Love the pictures! You're beautiful.
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